Another Loser........

Another inexplicable $1k dropped, AT 200NL!!. Why? I just don't know, I ran bad I guess, and misplayed some hands, and got sucked out on a bunch.

Afterwards I felt numb, and tried to get angry about it the way that I used to. Punching myself in the face didn't seem to help, either did trying to put my fist through the office door. Next time I'm going to punch a whole lot fucking harder, see if that helps.

Lets grade:

Fold early on the back foot. -3
No PF spew- QQ+/AK. - 3
VIDEO NARRATIVE AT ALL TIMES- 3

3 is being fucking generous on all counts.

In terms of other technical things, it's possible I'm playing too loose from the blinds. I'm also making bets and raises without a proper plan, this hand for example, I think the raise is fine and creative. It has to be a raise fold though. Expoitable? Yes. Will it ever be exploited? Fuck no.

***** Hand History for Game 2012702365 ***** (Absolute)
$200.00 USD NL Texas Hold'em - Thursday, April 22, 03:59:38 ET 2010
Table LODI (Real Money)
Seat 3 is the button
Seat 3: POKERPRO15 ( $200.00 USD )
Seat 4: GROGHEADFLOW ( $464.95 USD )
Seat 5: GIMMEBEERS ( $217.10 USD )
Seat 6: CRATERING ( $410.40 USD )
Seat 1: LAMBDA716 ( $451.78 USD )
Seat 2: MUCKDUP ( $326.22 USD )
GROGHEADFLOW posts small blind [$1.00 USD].
GIMMEBEERS posts big blind [$2.00 USD].
MUCKDUP posts big blind [$1.00 USD].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to GROGHEADFLOW [ 8d 8c ]
CRATERING folds
LAMBDA716 folds
MUCKDUP calls [$1.00 USD]
POKERPRO15 raises [$9.00 USD]
GROGHEADFLOW calls [$8.00 USD]
GIMMEBEERS folds
MUCKDUP calls [$7.00 USD]
** Dealing Flop ** [ 7d, 6c, 2h ]
GROGHEADFLOW checks
MUCKDUP bets [$12.00 USD]
POKERPRO15 folds
GROGHEADFLOW raises [$42.00 USD]
MUCKDUP raises [$143.00 USD]
GROGHEADFLOW calls [$113.00 USD]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 3c ]
GROGHEADFLOW checks
MUCKDUP bets [$162.22 USD]
GROGHEADFLOW calls [$162.22 USD]
** Dealing River ** [ Jh ]
MUCKDUP shows [6s, 6h ]
GROGHEADFLOW shows [8d, 8c ]
MUCKDUP wins $659.94 USD from main pot

I'm going to play a session now- afterwards, I won't even post the results. In fact, I shall swear to myself now not to check the results until the session is over. There, done.

All that matters this session is things I grade myself on.

Fold early on the back foot
No PF spew
VIDEO NARRATIVE AT ALL TIMES
Cbetting strategy (double barrel with equity, triple barrel wet enough boards, bet half pot and 3/4 dry boards).
Respect every dollar that goes in.

Session will be 35 minutes from the minute I have all 4 tables up, then a review of my goals here.

dan